It's late, or very early. Depending what your perspective is. It's 3:30 am, and l have lain in bed awake for 2 hours now. Not really tossing and turning, but laying and thinking.
Thinking about how my life will change in the next little while. It's only 30 days now until it happens.
I've been laying here designing the van changes in my head. I have been quietly thinking about them since l purchased it back in December. Thing was, l could never really get my mind to focus on them for too long. I guess because l wasn't sure what l wanted to do. And l wanted the changes to happen organically over time.
I didn't want to jump into it, make changes, and then discover, that they just wouldn't work for what l needed. Another thing was, how many changes do l make that won't negatively effect the vans value if l choose to sell it soon. Do l really care? I didn't spend that much on it, but l also don't want to throw that money away if l change my mind on my lifestyle. On a sidebar; if l live in it for just one year, it will have paid for itself - so l'm not too worried.
How was l going to need my living space? What could l live with and what could l live without. I need a small office space in there, and just how was l going to get that to work.
How would l manage living in there with 2 cats? It's not the space that is a concern when it comes to my cats, l know we will fit just fine. It was more of, how was l going to get them to 'relax' in there. They don't like cars, especially cars that move with them in it. And l will be moving. It will be a bigger space then a car. And it won't be a trip to the vet, which would freak any human also - getting poked and prodded. I hope the adjustment period isn't too long for them in the van.