Hunh, who would have thought that l would have gone through a little blue mood this weekend. It actually started on Friday, and that's why l hunkered down on the weekend. I needed to sort out my thoughts.
I was actually homesick. ME. Miss love to travel. Miss independent. I was feeling lonely and was wondering if l could do this. I guess it just hit me that l won't be home for a good number of weeks. At least before when l travelled l was home every other weekend and l could see friends then. I was analyzing my feelings, and l wonder if some of it had to do with me already being on the road for 10 months with my other job.
Maybe that's why some of the blues hit. This job would be easier if l did have a significant other with me. Then l wouldn't feel so alone. But since l don't have a significant other, l guess it's just me.
Today l am better. So hopefully those monsters will stay at bay. I want to make this work. :-) I will have an adjustment phase, so l will have to be patience with it.